January 2010
Symphonies-Dan Black
I come disguise I was hypnotized Lost a track, struggled back I wanted easy stuff to please me Something in the dark began to squeeze me Seen it, there, then there in the mirror Totally focused, no hocus pocus Dare I give in to this thing gripping my skin To win, thinking how to As The lights of a car go by in a stream Seems like I stand pretty much unseen But I open my eyes and beams Come out...
I haven't
Posted in a long time. I really don’t have anything to say. I’m not in a mood today. Like I’m not happy or sad I’m just nothing. I think that’s worse than being depressed. Well this blog is gay. And so is laundry I really hate laundry. But I get paid so I don’t care. I currently have $100 that makes me happy. I think I’m going to save my money for awhile...
Irealized
that I truly don’t like people. I feel like EVERYONE is fake, even my “friends” sometimes. No one tells the truth, and they’re never good enough, or I’m never good enough. I’m over this shit. Gosh I just want to run away and never come back. Sometimes I feel like things would be better if I just died, but that’s just giving up. I wish I didn’t feel...
Today...
I’m going to elaborate on my day:
1st: Was funny but not that fun because we had a sub.
2nd: We had to draw pictures but me and McGill had fun drawing a monster.
3rd: EW. I hate Mr. Altman so much. All we did was write inequalities on our lap boards. It was boring but at least I understood everything.
4th: We talked about a packet we got. How uneventful. Then I went to lunch and we shot...
Idon'tfeelliketitlingthis.
This weekend was boring except for Sunday. My dad came over & gave me $30 then Erin came over and we ordered pizza & desert I ate to much. But I hadn’t eaten all day. So I guess it’s okay. Then we went to see The Lovely Bones it was good but I was paranoid the whole time, that guy was creepy. Then when we were leaving Erin spilled water all over her pants omg I almost peed my...
SO tired
I did half of the paper work for my dad now my back hurts :( Now i wanna watch the notebook thanks to danielle and morgan but I probably won’t aha! I wanna see lovely bones but I have no friends because erin is sick bleh. OMG i want starbucks oh so bad. My dad better pay me a lot for all this paper work I’ve done like 12 spread sheets and i have 10 more to do :( how uneventful. But I...
Today.
I woke up at 8:30 how early! But I had to start laundry for my daddy. He’s coming over when I’m done and he is paying me to do spread sheets and I hope he pays me a lot. I’m getting my camera soon most likely the canon rebel xsi I’m quite excited. I’m watching music videos and this cool one came on and I’ve never heard it. I like discovering hidden music it...
Life
My life sucks. I have no friends and I miss Jordin. It seems like no one else misses her and that pisses me off. People just need to stop being so selfish. Okay I’m over that now. My mom is bringing me sonic since they’re the only food place that i can get something without meat :) But my mom wants our family to go to a therapist i refuse. If I’m messed up i do not care I’m...
Vegetarian/Music
^^^ That explains me. There’s no point in eating animals if it upsets me. But I also will not judge people that eat meat, that’s not right either. So be proud of who you are. But now on to music!
My Favorite Songs Right Now:
Pete Wentz Is The Only Reason We’re Famous
Dressed Up To Undress
Secret Crowds
Call To Arms
White Lines & Red Lights
The Way She Feels
Seven
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“I’d rather have a wild and promiscuous image, than go out of the way to be...”
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Tumblr
Tumblr is really weird and confusing but um okay… I am never going to use this I bet, but who cares. Why do people blog? I never understood that. Whatever„, I’ll try blogging for once in my life haha.